sirk_evol

duh! manggago daw ba? leche talaga yang mga manlolokong yan! hello! tama ba yung magmahal ng dalawa para pag iniwan ng isa may reserba pa?! duh heck he was! kapal ng mukha ha! grrr.. sana nagentertain ako ng maraming manliligaw nung mga time na yun para hindi ganito kasakit yung nararamdaman ko!

anong mahal mahal ang sinasabi nya? kahit sa sociology subject ko, hindi inapprove yung theory of genes about loving two opposite sex at the same time! makipagsex pwede pa! it's in the genes eh!

ang walanghiya.. malakas lang ang loob dahil may maria clara pa rin sa mundo pero kung wala na, asa ka pa! anong akala nya sakin yoyo na kapag hinatak nya babalik agad sa kanya?

ito lang masasabi ko sa kanya..

leave me alone! liar!!

siguro nga manhid nako dahil kahit mahal ko sya nahihirapan nakong pagtiwalaan sya..

ganyan talaga pag totoong nagmahal ang nasasaktan..

ive experienced too much pain with love..

i wanna be happy once again!

yeah! for the fame!!!

hehehehehehe!!!

minsan talagang masakit kapag nagmahal ka ng sobra sobra.. minsan marami kang kinakalimutan para lang masunod yung gusto mo.. minsan marami ka nang nasasaktan pero ayos lang sayo.. di naman ikaw ang nakakaramadam eh! pero subukan nyo kayang ilagay ang sarili nyo sa sitwasyon nila? diba anghirap? diba masakit? dun mo lang marerealize na mali ka o minsan pa nga, naiisip mo na sana matagal mo nang narealize kung ano nararamdaman nila.. kung naging sensitive ka lang sana..

nasa huli nga lagi ang pagsisisi..

sa love? ganoon din! walang pinagkaiba! kung kailan wala na sya, dun mo lang maiisip lahat ng pagkakamali mo tapos saka mo sasabihing.. if only..

if only ka dyan! wala na! tapos na eh! if only ka pa! if only talaga! kainis noh?!

sana sa susunod, bago natin gawin ang isang bagay, pag-isipan muna nating mabuti at tingnan kung magiging maganda ba ang resulta, kung may masasaktan ka ba o wal, at kung may matinong maidudulot yung gagawin mo dahil kung hindi, baka dumami pa ang mga taong gaya nila..

mga nananakitpero pag nasaktan halos isumpa ang buong mundo! e sino ba naman ang may kasalanan? believe in karma!

it hurts when you feel that you are so much stressed and that you can not take time to relax and enjoy the day, andn somebody who is very much affected with her problems that is only a percent of yours drove you out of concentration and asked for little advices but a lot of things to deal with it, she, not noticing your face that looks like a garden of problems which you can not solve.. uh! fake gurl what have you done to them?! they think you are very wonderful just like supergirl who pushes the belts of her enemies and then wham! they're all gone! and when you felt like being isolated in the real world, that everybody else is waiting for you to solve their problems while you were looking at yours and yet you still have no solutions for it.. huh! it really sucks! how can they sleep tight wearing their problems while you can not sleep well finding a way to their problems while you can not find a way for yours?! don't they feel how hard it is to listen? don't they see your face delighted but at the back of your mind you want to cry but you still want to hide it? those simple love problems strikes them so much as if they would want to die and let the whole world fall.. and you? what do you do? still.. hiding your tears, laughing in a sarcastic manner as though you have no problems at all? be real! show the world what you really feel! you are not God.. you are you and only you can help yourself..

hay nako! i just can't wait for that day to come.. hehe.. masyado kong nagmamadali.. actually, i don't want to get married yet but it's somehow confusing me.. i want to see myself wearing that long white gown inside the church.. walking in the isle while looking at your groom, waiting for you at the end of the line.. hmm.. i've dreamt of being in this situation kaya lang wala pang wedding ceremony naputol na yung dream ko.. kainis nga eh! hay.. kasama ko daw yung mahal ko.. angsarap isipin.. pero hanggang panaginip nalang talaga cause he is 6 years older than me.. baka di nya nako mahintay.. ouch! hehe..